Some of you might be thinking how come I went from a makeup blogger to a nature loving – barefoot walking – tree hugging – vegetarian – spiritual being – fairy and all things magical loving human being. Well, it’s easy – I already was all that, but I chose not to show that part and another part I had forgotten all about. When I moved to Bulgaria this spring something shifted in me, I think it was the nature and overall energy which is very similar to my sweet home Estonia and that awakened some of my lethargic energies. I started going out in the nature and taking long walks around the city which made me feel so good , happy and calm. I used to always complain how I couldn’t do that in Italy and when I had the chance I didn’t feel as good as I thought I should. But now I started to feel like myself again, it was as I was sticking my head out under the sunshine after living under a rock fo years!
Somewhere in July I saw Annie Jaffrey‘s video My Transition to Eating 100% RAW ♥ which I found interesting. I really love Annie and I loved her beauty channel before, but even more I love her positivity and dedication to health. So under that video I found Freelee the Banana Girl and from there Fully Raw Kristina. Then I was hooked and decided to go vegan and to never look back. For now I still use some animal products like milk and eggs occasionally which makes me a vegetarian. As at the moment we’re living and sharing our money with my parents in law I have to compromise with them but having turned them practically vegetarian is a good result I think. My ideal diet would be Raw Till 4 but for now my almost vegan diet has brought me many benefits. I have a lot more energy, I don’t have anxiety or depression anymore, my digestion works a whole lot better and I got rid of Candidiasis aka yeast infection (It is caused by the overgrowth of a type of yeast called Candida, usually Candida albicans. This yeast is normally found in small amounts in the human body. But certain medicines and health problems can cause more yeast to grow, particularly in warm, moist body areas. This can cause uncomfortable and sometimes dangerous symptoms.) After 2 weeks going vegan symptoms disappeared and I haven’t had any problems since!
Between my walks in the nature and veganism I started to feel more connected to nature again and wanted to start to live a more simpler and natural life (that is around when I decided to end my beauty blogging). I started my spiritual studies again and found the amazing Ralph Smart who’s videos gave me the last push to change my way of seeing the world! Last months have been crazy and amazing, I’ve learned so much and I’m finally ready to be fully and entirerly myself! I have accepted the idea that we’re all creators of our own reality and I now take responsabilty for everything that goes on in my life. I now know that I was the one keeping myself from being happy but now I allow myself to feel everything, to do anything and to be who I am! It has been an emotional roller coaster, scary and beautiful at the same time and I am grateful beyond words!
Peace and Infinite Love,