Scusate, ma niente italiano oggi. Non ce la faccio al momento a tradurre questo testo lungo ma potete sempre usare il traduttore di google se volete sapere dove sono stata in queste settimane :)
Long time no see…. On 24th July was my younger sons birthday and he got sick poor thing and his had a high fever. He also threw up so I was already panicking we’d all get stomach flu but thank god it was just a one time thing. So the following week he sick, better but still sick with fever, then stuffy nose, then cough. Then obviously my older son got sick too, but fortunately he recovers faster and doesn’t get high fever usually. And then it was my turn, luckily I only got a minor fever for a day and then a runny nose and a bit of cough. And we’re still recovering now from all of it! It was an extremely shitty week, it was unbearably hot and I was so over all of it. Being so heavily pregnant, the hot and sick kids, I was exhausted and full of anxiety. I had a meltdown moment, which is actually a good thing cause it helps to just let it all pour out. Also my in-laws live in Sofia now and of course my mother-in-law didn’t even ask how the kids were not to mention actually offering help… Which would be a normal thing to do for a grandmother, normal grandmothers come running with food and help watch over kids but of course she’s not normal… So I cried about the weather, my kids being sick, my sad fate of always having to deal with everything alone and not having my family here to help me. But I did feel better after :)
During the weekend we couldn’t go anywhere with kids cause they weren’t ok yet, and it makes me sad we couldn’t enjoy hubs free days :( And this week we’ve spent recovering from the sickness and getting back to normal life. This hot weather is really getting on my nerves cause I just can’t leave the house, I can’t bring my kids to the park, I can’t go for a walk (unless 6 am) and I can’t even go to a shop. Shops open when it’s already boiling hot outside and it’s not only me being preggo, I also have to bring my kids with me everywhere. So we’re stuck here. I’ll probaly gain too much weight this much cause I can’t even go for a fucking walk. Yes, I am very upset about that. But what can you do, I can’t command the weather, I just need to accept that shit happens….
In Bulgaria to deliver a baby in a hospital you needto have a document from your doctor, without it you can’t go. In Italy you just went with all your tests and results and stuff. That’s interesting, I wonder if they leave you on the street to deliver without it? On July 21st I had a doctors appointment, at the end he said he was soon going on a vacation and to come to see him around 10th of August before he goes so he can prepare everything. Ok. In the following weeks we needed some papers and results from him to give to the insurance to get the money back (he also kept my results from the ultrasound visits I made to the other doctor) so we asked if they could prepare them. Ofcourse the first time my husband went there for nothing, they only prepared the invoice (the last time they said they couldn’t right away that they’d call the next day and they never did). Also they said that 3rd would be the last day for my doctor before he goes on a vacation. Wait what? He told me to come back the second week of August! Confused…. My husband explained again what he needs and yesterday went to get all the papers and while he was there my doctor prepared also everything for the hospidal and hubs also asked if I needed to go and see him before he goes away, he said to come in today. So this morning I go there a little early, I wait for hubs to get his shots for a shoulder problem he has and then keep waiting for my doc. 30 minutes after my appointment time he calls me in and asks what’s the problem. I’m like, there’s no problem I just came to do whatever I need to do before he goes away… There is nothing to do…. I just went there for nothing, I took two busses with this hot, wasted the ticket money and waited for an hour of total just for nothing!!!!! He told me to come, I didn’t fucking decide on my own or make it up! For fucks sake, retarded till the very last appointment! I told you he had problems!
Now I need to contact the hospital and see if I can pre-register and to see which check-ups I need to do because I’m pretty sure you can’t just not to see anyone for the whole last month of your pregnancy! It’s your doctor that needs to tell you, what you need to do, which appointments to take and all that stuff but that would be asking too much from my retarded doctor….. At first it was like I was in grave danger, they kept saying how I need to be monitored until the end of this pregnancy cause it’s the third one and all that and now it’s like “Bye, fuck off” I am so confused at the moment. I just want to have everything ready for the baby and not to worry, but apparently I need to play my own doctor and figure out what I need to do next…
Sorry for a long rant and no photos, must be pretty boring so if you made it so far – thank you for your time and dedication! Have a great weekend!