Hii. So you’ve probably noticed my absence lately. I already cancelled my makeup/beauty instagram account so it’s not hard to guess what’s next. I’ve been really stressing over my blog cause I just have so much to do and now with three kids I have re-evaluate my priorities. All my time goes already to taking care of them, homeschooling and all that jam. I really want to learn Bulgarian cause it’s about time and I want to enjoy summer as stress-free as I can. I stress out really easy so that’s never easy.
Then I started thinking about makeup. Yes, I do like to play around but it has never been a passion of mine. Since I haven’t been blogging, I have barely even put on makeup, cause I don’t care. Also I’ve always loved to shop for clothes, not makeup. But with the blog I’m constantly buying makeup I don’t need just to have something different to show here, or makeup I don’t even want but I have to have different color options.
Yes I could blog about other stuff, I tried that too, but it didn’t work out either. And I know I’m going to end up the same way whatever I’m blogging about, it’s just my character flaw not the blog’s fault. If I’d blog about cooking I’d be buying different plates and stuff to show off lol. I do enjoy blogging but lately I just have to ask myself “Is it worth it?” and at the moment the answer is “No”.
So, I’m sorry for being such a shitty blogger and a bipolar bitch that changes her mind way too often. One day I’m closing, then I’m returning, then I’m changing whatI’m blogging about, then I disappear and so on…. But I just have to go what I feel. As much as I want to please my readers, I need to please myself and think of my family first.
Will I be coming back? Right now I think not, but with me you just never know. Just hit that unfollow button and don’t worry about it! Thank you sooooooo much for the support and love you’ve given me! I appreciate the shit out of it! Take care lovlies!